I (reference to self) leans left (backward) with body leaning opposite

When the body of writing leans to right (forward) and the I is leaning left (backward), the writer is actively concealing showing emotion, but does not prevent themselves from feeling the emotions.  This is different from writing all with a backward slant, as that would show all emotions are suppressed, while instead here simply the communication of emotions is actively resisted

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